Blank.

Ive been really catching myself staring off with a blank face nowadays. I dont know...I guess I just reminisce a bit too much. But I just cant help it you know? The same scenes keep popping up in my head like a messed up movie projector or anime re-runs. I dont mind though since they give me some type of emotion to feel. Those memories were either so great that they'd give me a fatass grin, or so bad that I would stay quiet for a good while. Nonetheless, I never want to let go, cause maybe those memories are all I have left now.

Last Night

So umm I had this dream last night. And honestly, I was really happy. Like unbelieveablely happy. From what I remember, it kinda seemed like I walked down one of the roads mentioned in my previous blog. I dont know if it was a sign or if I was just heavily thinking about it before i fell asleep. But whatever it was, I seemed really happy. I wonder if that dream, would actually become a reality.

Lately...

Havent blogged in a quick minute so I decided to pop back in. So heres an update. Honestly, Ive been in a real confused state. And it mainly has to do with this situation that I got myself in concerning a couple of people. I just dont know what to do anymore. Everytime I feel confident enough to do what I want to do, something always comes in and turns me around. I know what I wanna do, I just dont know when or even if I should do it. Its kinda like knowing you're on the right track, but not sure if its the right train. Im suck at a fork road where there are only two real results, and I just dont know which way to walk...

2008 so far

ehhh nothing really changed

haha

RIP Tinh

You're gone, but you won't be forgotten. Today's your birthday, but I guess you're celebrating it up in the heavens. You know those rap songs that talk about looking for better days? Well your in a better place now, and it can't get any better than that. I can still remember those days we chilled, both in and out of work, and those conversations we had about cars and racing. Haha those were the days man. Your time was cut short, but your friends and family will always remember you. Rest In Peace and Happy Birthday.

bummed...

"So...i guess ill just spill it all out here...

As the hands of time, slowly start to pass//
I cant help but think, of all the times that we had//
The times that we laughed, all the feelings i have//
Are all inexplainable, yea thats true fact//
My feelings are stacked, let my heart belong to you//
Sometimes its hard to believe that what im feeling is true//
Its my mind you go through, your on my mind all the time//
And sometimes i feel like i wanna break down and cry//
When your not by my side, in my heart you reside//
I just like to say im thankful for having you in my life//

...and thats not it
cause even through words, its still hard to express myself ya'know
I guess what im tryna say is umm ... yea
i<3you and yeaa"

...

So like I was supposed to go watch elizabeth perform...
but I cant make it... =[
I feel helluh bad since I was really looking forward to it...
=/
hmmm...well ill be heading out to great mall soon to watch I Am Legend
hope something will happen that will allow me to see her
=[

Family Giving Tree

Soo today was pretty busy...
Me and Paul basically had this going on...
-ChaCha Practice
-ToysRUs
-Target
-In-N-Out
-MicroCenter
And we picked up the gifts we're sending in for the Family Giving Tree charity


I got my kid this


And Paul got his this

That was about it for today

12.11.07

So today is december 12, 2007 and I decided to make a blogger...
yeaa...
Happy Birthday to Joy by the way