5.3.09

My head is out of it and my thoughts are all over the place. I dont even know anymore. Am I making the right choices? Am I really going for what I really want? Have you ever felt like you REALLY wanted something but you knew you couldnt have it? Yea I hate that feeling. But thats whats been constantly running through my mind. *Sigh* I just dont know anymore. My mind is in a really bad position today, though it might just be downfall, but then again Ive been like this for a while. *Sigh*