Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I did what I had to do

Now all I can do is wait and hope for the best.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

En Soiree

Thursday night was a complete fail with the exception of me and Jimmy freestyling our way through.
Friday night was a flawless performance with the exception that "she" nor any of the boys were there.

I wonder... is "she" mad at me or something? Cause "she" dont even say "hi" anymore. *Sigh* Im completely depressed. My lyrics for en soiree were meant FOR her too =(.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I hate Bees

One flew into my house and I destroyed that shit until it was in pieces. Bees scare me.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Full Moon Looks Beautiful

And I'm wondering where you are, what you're doing, and how you're feeling.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

5.3.09

My head is out of it and my thoughts are all over the place. I dont even know anymore. Am I making the right choices? Am I really going for what I really want? Have you ever felt like you REALLY wanted something but you knew you couldnt have it? Yea I hate that feeling. But thats whats been constantly running through my mind. *Sigh* I just dont know anymore. My mind is in a really bad position today, though it might just be downfall, but then again Ive been like this for a while. *Sigh*

"The first step towards change, is awareness"