Blank.

Ive been really catching myself staring off with a blank face nowadays. I dont know...I guess I just reminisce a bit too much. But I just cant help it you know? The same scenes keep popping up in my head like a messed up movie projector or anime re-runs. I dont mind though since they give me some type of emotion to feel. Those memories were either so great that they'd give me a fatass grin, or so bad that I would stay quiet for a good while. Nonetheless, I never want to let go, cause maybe those memories are all I have left now.

Last Night

So umm I had this dream last night. And honestly, I was really happy. Like unbelieveablely happy. From what I remember, it kinda seemed like I walked down one of the roads mentioned in my previous blog. I dont know if it was a sign or if I was just heavily thinking about it before i fell asleep. But whatever it was, I seemed really happy. I wonder if that dream, would actually become a reality.

Lately...

Havent blogged in a quick minute so I decided to pop back in. So heres an update. Honestly, Ive been in a real confused state. And it mainly has to do with this situation that I got myself in concerning a couple of people. I just dont know what to do anymore. Everytime I feel confident enough to do what I want to do, something always comes in and turns me around. I know what I wanna do, I just dont know when or even if I should do it. Its kinda like knowing you're on the right track, but not sure if its the right train. Im suck at a fork road where there are only two real results, and I just dont know which way to walk...